Disguise

In the rough

Tuesday, October 10, 2006 // 7:01 PM

Do you ever feel like you are just working so hard and for no personal gain whatsoever? That is precisely my dilemma at the moment. I study and work so hard to be a good student and I get absolutely nothing out of it. I do worse on tests! I just don't get it, really I don't. Maybe I need to just get away. You know? Just like, start over. I can't. That's just it.

I have just noticed that I am writing like Hemmingway. Simple sentences that have simple meanings. Annoying?? yes.

I always despised the beginnings of his books. They took forever to just get to the point. What he ended up saying could have been written in 50 pages or less. Okay okay maybeee 100 pages. Considering I believe The Sun Also Rises was roughly 250? I can't remember. That was Junior year for pete's sake.

I'm drinking coffee... again. It doesn't really help me stay awake and I tend to get more exhausted because my heart beats soooo fast from the caffeine (spelling errors are the only thing I'm good at). That maybe right though?

I'm listening to Aqualung right now. It's pretty good.

I never understood before.
I never knew what love was for.
My heart was broke, my head was sore.
What a feeling.
Tied up in ancient history.
I didn't believe in destiny.
I look up you're standing next to me.
What a feeling.

What a feeling in my soul.
Love burns brighter than sunshine.
Brighter than sunshine.
Let the rain fall, I don't care.
I'm yours, and suddenly you're mine.
And suddenly you're mine.
And it's brighter than sunshine.

Time for some Anatomy studying ;) if ya know what I mean... yeah, you get it. I have another FFFFF coming my way.