Disguise

Almost done

Sunday, November 26, 2006 // 12:07 PM

So break is officially over and I'm getting ready to pack up and head back to Morgantown. After that upset yesterday, I'm not so sure that I want to face classes. I thought for sure they would at least beat USF but of course we get to cocky and lose it. Story of our lives right?

I haven't used this font in so long, I forgot it even existed. I'm not to fond of Times but whatever.

Break was not too bad. I mean, I didn't get anything accomplished except being lazy like always. I didn't do any homework but I did do some re-evaluating in some aspects. I have this friend (for all you who actually read this, it's not you, so don't worry) who is turning out to be a real debbie downer. All he does is bring me up and let me down really hard. I liked him, a lot, at one point but now I realize that they only reason he wanted to hang out with me was to get at my sister. Story of my life. I love my sister but sometimes I curse the fact that she is prettier than me. It just doesn't seem fair, however immature that sounds. I'm just more hurt with him. He was the only thing that I thought was real for a while, and now... yeah. So now, I have decided that it's time to concentrate on me. I have been neglecting my duties as a girl to be "girly." Oh sure, all of my friends will tell you have an unhealthy addiction to shoes. But I mean focusing on my studies and getting the right amount of sleep and listening to music all the time and enjoying the winter/summer/spring/fall or whatever. This is my time to be me. This is my season. I always seem to flourish in the winter cause that's just my favorite time of year. That is, until I get bored with it and decide that I want summer back.

So yeah, sorry to those of you whom I have offended by being distant or seemingly uncaring. That wasn't it. I was just merely distracted by someone who doesn't deserve it. I love all of you more than you will know and I'm so very happy that our paths have crossed. Without you.. I probably wouldn't be alive. Either that or just severely unhappy and thinking of jumping off my deck in a back tuck.