Disguise

The Semester is OVER!!!

Thursday, January 27, 2005 // 7:38 PM

Welp, the first semester is over and that means that our grades are set. Even if I screw up in a class, it can't affect my standings as valedictorian. I am following in the steps of the all powerful vdiddy. Well, I haven't done much today except go to school for like 6 hours and get completely exhausted in Chemistry. Luckily, I sat down in my office worker period and figured out how to do this stuff. See...Mr. Ruckman is going to be gone for 3 weeks for surgery and didn't leave us with much learned on chapter 5. Yeah, you get the picture. I guess I don't really have much to write about. Later all!
~Special K~

EXAMS!!!!!

Friday, January 14, 2005 // 12:08 AM

This week has been filled with good news and then the atom bomb of all bombs, semester exams. They aren't too hard but I still dislike them. Who doesn't, right? Tomorrow I have the English 12 exam and the Yearbook exam. Not really worried about either of them currently. I am sure I will be alittle flustered tomorrow morning but still, it's good not to be stressed. Tonight, I went to my brother's game and watched while taking pictures for my layout in yearbook. It was a very stressful game. Close to the very end kind of game, we lost, but that is okay. We played our little hearts out. I am very impressed with quite a few of the players. If they keep up with the way they are playing right now, their athletic future looks very promising. I mean, half of them play like every sport there is to play. I'm just like I play softball and I gave golf a try. I am such a loser. hahaha. Oh well, such is life I suppose. Well, that is all for now, I need to study some English. Night Night All!
~Special K~

It's just another manic......saturday??

Saturday, January 08, 2005 // 4:30 PM

That's right...it's just another manic....saturday? Yeah, I know I just totally went against the law of song lyrics but still, it kind of suits my purpose. Actually, it doesn't at all. Today has been the most boring day of my life. I want to go to the mall, I want to go to a basketball game, I want to clean my room, I want to do homework, I want to go to college, I want to go out an party like I've never done!!!! Yeah, I am going absolutely crazy sitting here and doing nothing. Right now, I am watching Wayne's World and writing this blog, as well as looking at people's away messages and info's. My great grandma went to the hospital a couple of days ago with multiple strokes and a urinary tract infection that has gotten into her blood stream. She didn't look like she was going to make it through the night but amazingly she is doing better! I am actually surprised, I mean, it isn't like I wanted her to do die, but I know that she is not happy, and she has no idea what is going on and is scared and moody. She always said that if she couldn't think correctly, then she didn't want to live. I know it's sad, but that's the truth. I think I feel the same way about it. If I had alzheimers and I was tot he point that I was practically a vegetable, I don't think I would want to live either. She can't do anything and it is so sad. I can't even look at her without crying. She doesn't know who I am or my sister is or any of my family for that matter, except for my dad. She loves my dad and I don't think she could ever forget him. Once she passes, I will definitly miss her, but I know that it would only be for the best and that I shouldn't be selfish with her life, that I should be happy that she lived and glad to have known her. Some people, unfortunately, aren't that lucky to see their great grandmothers and I am sorry for them. I never got to see my great grandfather on my mom's side, but I did my dad's. Well, enough with the depressing stuff. Last night we went to Andy's house and watched a movie. We had to wait for a while because Marcus and Meredith were supposed to bring the movie but they didn't show up until about 10:15 or so. We watched it and then John made a concrete thing for us to sign our names in as the shindiggers. It was really cool. I would never have thought of doing that. Clever, eh? Well, I guess I am going to go clean my room some more because it takes me a couple of days to do so, I get preoccupied sometimes and tend to let my mind wander off of what I am supposed to be doing. Bede, Bede, Bede, That's all folks!!
~Special K~

Ponder a valuable piece of advice..

Thursday, January 06, 2005 // 8:58 PM

While I was at a football game this year, I learned a valuable piece of advice:

"Hug a Logger, You'll Never Go Back To Trees..."

Is that not some of the best advice you have ever seen! It was on the back of some hicks truck at a football game that I can't remember where we were at. Must not have been important. It is also as important as another piece of advice that I learned over the television:

"Don't Be A Chump, Cover Your Stump Before You Hump.."

That is all for now, I can think of no more to write. Later!
~Special K~

Just another average day...

Wednesday, January 05, 2005 // 12:17 AM

Yes, that's right. It was just another average day of school. It's always the same, I get up, I go to school, sit for hours of endless bother, and then come home to find out that I have a ton of other stuff to do. Will the maddness ever end? After going to Rachelle's to work on the whole "Madame Bovary" book pannel (which we mostly just talked at), I went to the boys game. Unfortunately, we lost by 9, but we gave it our all. Way too many missed shots and as usual, the refs were calling some bad calls. Now our record is 5-1 but that isn't too bad, right? Today at school I find out that we had to dress up for a stupid interview for speech. I HATE THAT CLASS!!! It is the biggest waste of my time I have ever had. I could be writing a novel in the time I have spent drooling endlessly in that class. GRRRRRR!!!!! No one should ever complain about a class until they have tired this one. They will instantly go crawling back to their former teachers and beg to be let back in. Shoulda dropped it...sigh*. Well, I guess that is all for now. Adios!
~Special K~

Mush???

Sunday, January 02, 2005 // 3:00 PM

Today I woke up at 8:30, got a shower, got ready, and went downstairs for breakfast before going to church. We ate mush, which I haven't had for a really long time. Anywaywho, last night I went to Casie's house and watched dodgeball with Vince, Andy, John, Elijah, Isaiah, Marcus, and Meredith. It was funny, as always. Then they began to play upwords, which I am horrible at so I just sat and watched. Got a little boring after a while but that's okay, I wasn't as bored as Isaiah evidently because I fell asleep. Church this morning went as usual: class, sing, pray, sing, lesson, sing, pray, lord's supper, sing, pray, leave. Yeah, that is about it. Now I am planning on going and reading some of Madam Bovary (the book of Satan) and waiting for the parentals to call and meet them for lunch. We are going out with the Boughners for lunch and I figure it only be hospitable if Shannon and I go too. Well, I guess that is all for now. Over and Out.
~Special K~

Happy New Year!

Saturday, January 01, 2005 // 7:05 AM

I just got home about 15 minutes ago. What a night....! Some much we thought would happen and didn't and we even had a few surprises as well. For instance, Meredith's hair. Not a surprise for me, but a surprise for everyone else. This year is going to be different. I know, you say that every year Kristen. Well, this time it's the truth. I am so tired of being this way. Frumpy, backwards sometimes, overweight, overweight, overweight, oh and did I mention overweight? I know I sound like I am really crazy and that I should love myself the way that I am but I just don't and I can't live like this. It will drive me crazy indeed. I don't want people to get worried, because I am not sick, I'm not not eating, I'm not trying to starve myself or anything. I'll be fine, if you were wondering. I'm wipping out the shorts, cut-off tees, tennis shoes, and sweat bands (which I have no need for since I don't sweat). I will make this work, even if I die trying :). Thanks guys, for walking us home. Thanks Casie, for caring about me, even if I am really okay (seriously I promise). Thanks Meredith, for just being Mer. And thanks mom, for letting me stay out so late. Happy New Year everybody!
~Special K~