Disguise

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Friday, December 15, 2006 // 2:10 AM

'nough said.

Candyyy Mountainnnn

Wednesday, December 13, 2006 // 11:32 AM

Today's gonna be interesting. That's what I always tell myself. Today hasn't been so interesting as of yet, but the day is still young of course. I'm basically sitting here listening to Trans-Siberian Orchestra. Casie was playing it while I was in the bath and I was like, "ohhh yeah..." So I decided to partake in the more raunchier sounding christmas music. I like it because it is more solid and really more my style. I'm all squeaky clean, but of course I just put pjs right back on. I'm more comfortable and I plan on taking a nap here sometime. I didn't get much sleep last night due to the final I had at 8:00 this morning. That wasn't the rough part, however. The rough part was the fact that I also had a final last nigh at 7-9. Yeah... so I pretty much didn't have nearly enough time to study as I would have liked but I think I still did relatively well, which is always a plus. I haven't talked to my mom yet today but I'm supposed to think of what I want for a birthday dinner. I'm having trouble deciding because I'm not really craving ONE specific thing. Oh yeah, and if there is anyone out there who reads this blog that I didn't already know about, my birthday is Friday so you should tell me happy birthday, mmmkay? I'll be 20 on Friday, December 15th at exactly 11:42 pm. Isn't that weird. My mom had my time of birth in my baby book and I was recently browsing through it. There is also my hand and feet prints and a tiny lock of my baby hair in a baggie. How sweet :) Oh, and there are few cards from my first birthday. The smell musty because the were in our basement but they are still so priceless. Casie is listening to salsa music. LA BAMBA!!!! Yeah Yeah, I like it too but I really have no idea what they are saying. I love this one christmas song. I believe that it is Mozart. Pachbel Cannon???? Something like that. It is usually played at weddings but regardless it is beautiful. It makes me tear up sometimes hahah. Softie??? yes. Nothing like christmas music and salsa mixing, eh? I wonder when we are going to open our presents. They look so irresistable just sitting here every night. Considering Casie and I are leaving Fridayish, it will either have to be tonight or tomorrow night. Either way..... *looks to make sure no one is around*... oh boy oh boy oh boyyyyy!!!! I wish I were related to Mozart,... really I do. I want to learn to play the violin. I have always wanted to learn that and the guitar at the same time. Who knows.. maybe even the sax??? I kind of get the idea of the sax though. Just way too many keys for my insignificant trumpet brain to handle. Alright. Enough rambling.

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Tomorrow is my last final of the year. Biology too so that's not so good. I also think I have an A-ish grade so I hope I don't screw it up :(. Chemistry really gave me a bad outlook on my grades. That and physics but I have more faith in that one anyway. I've been asked to attend a concert at fusion friday night but we will see because apparently my presence is also requested at home for my b-day :x. It looks as though I may not be able to make both so I guess we will just have to see. Oh here it goes here it goes here it goes again.

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Monday, December 11, 2006 // 9:22 PM

I just downloaded the newest version of internet explorer. Some aspects of it I like, but others I'm not so fond of. Like the fact that I can't look at mix underneath it. However, all I have to do is go under mozilla firefox and use it. So I guess it really doesn't matter to much other than I have to open up a new window. I had a feel that that was going to happen but I took a chance. I like this one because it makes the fonts a lot sharper and easier to read, as if they weren't already. It also allows you to open more than one tab with out navigating away from your current page. So yeah, I like that part. I just got done taking my physics final. I know I probably did horribly but I think that I did enough to get me by. At least I hope so. Tomorrow is my big Chemistry exam. I'm kind of stuck on this one because if I don't do well, I may have to take it OVER again. Oh sure sure, that's not too bad. Well, it is if this would be the second time you have taken it, making another retake being a 3rd. Sorry... ain't happenin. I never want to be in Chemistry 115 ever again. So Clay.. I don't know if I mentioned him before, turned out to be a real asshole. He abruptly stopped talking to me and Jade after we asked him if he wanted to join him for lunch. He was all smiles and said sure. Then the next day he just looked at us and that was it. From then on, he didn't even look in our direction, other than to peer up at his friend Nick or Adam. Finally, I got tired of this nonsense. I messaged him over facebook to find out why he was acting like this. His retort? He said that we were too touchy-feely and that we stared at him and he didn't like that. HUH? I have never laid a finger on him in my life. Neither have sat there and stared at him for long periods of time. I may have just happened to let my eyes wander for a few while I daydreamed and it looked like I was staring at him but he obviously won't take and apology. Whatever, I don't know need arrogant self-centered douche bags to talk to anyway. I sent him an apologetic note and Jade sent him a nasty note, so he got the best of both worlds. It wasn't even the fact that he doesn't want to talk to me anymore, he also deleted me from his friends. Now if that isn't a slap in the face?? I know I shouldn't get upset when someone deletes me but for some reason it strikes a nerve. I don't just delete someone because I'm upset with them and then furthermore say that they are weird??? Okay. Fuck him. Jade and I are cool with it.

Today I had an interesting experience. I was sitting around when I got to thinking about next years living arrangements. I really wanted to live with my cousin Ashley because I never get to see her and I thought it would be a cool experience. However, it seemed as though everytime I attempted to contact her, she wouldn't reply for days. So I finally sent her a message saying that I thought it in my best interests to stay where I'm at. That's not the only reason also. I have some serious business riding on my staying put. So I called down to the office and said that we were staying and we signed the lease papers and payed our annoying $17.50. When I get back, Ashley calls out of the blue. I was like... shit. She said that she had been looking around and thought of a few places to live. Now I felt like a real asshole. I had to tell her the whole story which she luckily understood. I don't want her to be angry with me because if she knew the whole story, I think she would have to done the same thing too. I offered her my assistance in anyway if she need help looking for a place. I also mentioned that my sister may be in need of a roommate because her current roommate is thinking of going to a different school because her mother offered to buy her a car if she did. Something about going in debt. Not that buying a car would put you in debt or anything.

So I finally got that all straightened out and it was down to business with studying. I had to take my test at 7:00 so I still had plenty of time to write out my cheat sheet and be done with it. 6:30 rolls around and I'm still not done. However, we had to be there at 6:40 sharp. Get there and I see that I had a text message from Matt asking what room. This was right as I was walking past him. Evidently he found the right room. I took my seat and the exam began. Oh and Professor Freamat decided he wanted to walk around the room and check everyone's cheat sheets for cheats??? Whatever. Took the exam realizing that I was probably going to die anyway. Got done with roughly 15 minutes to spare. That's the earliest I have ever been done with his tests so considering that was the final, that's probably not a good thing. Now Becky and I are trying to figure out where to go for dinner because we are both rather hungry. Plus we don't want to study for Chemistry. So yeah. Outie.